Outside looking in

From the outside looking in, I see how angry I am.
From the outside looking in I scare myself.
From the outside looking in, I see how ugly I am.
From the outside looking in, I know why you don't love me.
From the outside looking in, I see I now know what I have to do.
You might see me.
But don't worry, I won't bother you.
I need something from someone there.
And I need it fast.
You, Cory, Keaton, no one has been able to give this to me.
I would just like to say that I have a couple people to thank if this works out.
Look at the post after this if it works out and you may figure out how it goes.